Saturday, May 28, 2011

BAHHHHHHHHHH.

Grandma, get OUT of the bedroom so the bear can hibernate to it's cave.
-->stop cleaning THE DETERGENT and get out of my way!

Mommy's boy, failure, get OUT of my thoughts, I want to avenge myself, if that it is even possible.
-->I thought you ruined my life, but now that I realize you didn't, I want to see you suffer the way you made me.

I am NOT sensitive. Even if I am, is there really a problem with that?! Maybe you are just cold and heartless.
-->I almost wish I were sensitive. Emotions are controlled. Maybe if you would shut your trap for one minute you'd see that life is not all peaches for everyone, probably not for anyone.

Get over your daddy drama. Get out of your rut. Get off of my chest. Get into a hobby, but stop making that hobby people, especially because you enjoy treating them like disposables.

I DO NOT feel guilty for this.

I'm tired. I am tired of keeping my mouth shut, but I am scared. I am scared that I will hurt your feelings. I can be brutal.

I am not just some whiny little kid who has issues like everyone else.
I am NOT codependent, no matter how HARD you try to make me.
I will not allow myself to feel vulnerable.
I AM NOT JUST A LITTLE GIRL SO STOP TREATING ME LIKE ONE.

Don't give me grief for this, like I know you will.