Waste

I have wasted just about all of today, and I am apprehensive to even use the word "waste" because I want to justify the fact that I have yet to fully accomplish anything today by saying that I have barely slept or done anything I've wanted to do all week, therefore the waste was in doing things throughout the week that I didn't want to do, and not in me not accomplishing anything yet today. 


My weekend started yesterday at 1:45pm. My weekend ends on Monday morning at 6:40am, when I have to start getting ready for work and school. 


I have so many things I want to do, and so many more things I need to do, but here I am...writing a blog about it, instead of doing it. Unless you count that I want to write a blog, then in that case, I'm doing what I want, and not wasting time. 


It is October. I graduate in May. If you don't care to count, that is 8 months. In 8 months I will have a degree and have no clue as to what to do with it. A piece of paper, with stamps, signatures,  various fonts, and my name. Was it a waste of time if I don't know what I'm going to do with it? I feel like I am having fun occasionally while earning this degree, but is it fun doing the things that I must do to earn it, or is the things I do to take my mind of off what I must do in order to earn it. 


I honestly do have fun in some of my classes while others have literally made me ill. 


Is anything a waste of time when you really think about it? Possibly. I'll say for today, it is not wasting time. ;)